They've got big leaves and they're dark green, fleshy and slightly fluffy like proper grown-up courgette plants.
I planted 4 seeds in each side. On the right hand side, they all came up, on the left, only one did. I suspect this was because I didn't shake the grow-bag thoroughly enough at the beginnning and the soil was more compacted at the left hand end. I suppose I should thin out the plants a bit. The question is when and by how much?
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
courgettes day 21
Monday, June 04, 2007
on time and not having enough of it
Sunday, went to Jubilee, heard Adrian preach on Missional Bible Study (good stuff, lots to think about about and more importantly, put into practice) and caught up with friends. We spent the afternoon doing and finishing the Guardian crossword from Saturday. It was good to be relaxing with my family, enjoying the sunshine and just being.
And now it's Monday again. It's not sunny. I have lots of non-work things to do (sort out my car, read, write an essay, possibly knit a shawl to wear to a wedding at the end of June, although the yarn's not arrived yet and I haven't bought a dress yet, sleep) and quite a lot of work things to do. Weekends never feel long enough.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Courgettes day 10

I'm growing courgettes (zucchini) in our back garden. I planted the seeds on 9th May. (Edit: Actually it was the 16th.) Saturday was the first day I noticed shoots. They've got a bit bigger since then.
Any tips for growing courgettes? They're getting plenty of water at the moment because it keeps on raining.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
suddenly coming to earth with a bump
I've been going flat out for the last 10 days or so. Worked all weekend at a course, was pretty tired before that, now it's time to stop. Day off tomorrow, going to London, going to see Kiss of the Spiderwoman in the evening, long weekend, planning to shop, maybe sew things, maybe just sleep.
Perhaps next week I'll blog things, like pictures, fun thoughts, a meme for Amrita.
Friday, May 18, 2007
Happy Birthday Debs!

It's my sister's birthday today. (She's the one with the big brown eyes). Go and wish her a happy happy birthday.
Monday, May 14, 2007
eurovisioning
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
mountains and valleys
I had a wonderful time in Wales. This photo was taken on our way down from the top of Snowdon. I'd never been up it before and it was beautiful. It was a hard climb, with a scary ridge and some even scarier scrambling across scree, but worth it for the views from the top.
Now I'm back at work, still aching from all that hard walking and very tired. It feels like I've gone straight from a mountain top to a valley. From all the time in the world, at least as long as the light lasts, to clock-watching and alarm clocks and no time to do anything. I've got to keep plodding on until the path starts to climb again.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
escape
And no internet and no phone (I'm leaving it at home).
ttfn
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
a pocket a pocket!
You know you're bored when the most exciting moment of your day is discovering your new skirt has pockets.
Pretty new skirt and blouse, both from H&M.If we're on the subject of fashion and frivolity, I am underwhelmed by Kate Moss's collection for Topshop. I happened to be in town at lunchtime, so took a look at what all the fuss was about and, it's not really me, I suppose. Skinny jeans and waistcoats and a couple of interesting jackets.
Now, Lily Allen's collection for New Look, that's more my kind of thing.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
sunshine on Dartmoor
It's been a good week.
HP and I went for a walk on Dartmoor on Thursday. We started off by Hound Tor and wiggled our way up and down to Bowerman's nose. The sun shone and everything was beautiful.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Save the William Morris Gallery

Jonathan Glancey's article in today's Guardian reminded me. The William Morris Gallery, which is very near my parents' house in Walthamstow, is under threat of drastically cut funding, which would see its opening hours cut to weekend and bank holidays and a huge reduction in its education work. Glancey says of visiting school children "Most have experienced nothing like it; a world of beautifully crafted romance. The rest of Walthamstow is virtually bereft of such special moments." I might beg to differ a little on the last point, Walthamstow's not quite the artistic desert he describes, but the overall point that the gallery is an important resource for the borough and a unique place which many people should have the chance to experience is one I whole-heartedly agree with.
If you agree too, there's more information about how to get involved in the campaign, including a link to the online petition on the Keep our museums open site. Vestry House Museum (the location of the column above) is also at risk.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
can anyone tell me..
Radio 3 have been doing it all week and now Counterpoint on Radio 4 are doing it too. Although the contestant pronunced it "de FI-ya".
barefoot in April
I'm having a lovely Saturday. Sunshine, warmth, music, poetry. At lunchtime I ate salad with perfectly ripe buttery avocado, tomatoes, peppers and tasty bacon and listened to cello suites on Radio 3 (Bach and Kodaly). Then I lazed in the garden reading poetry all afternoon. Bliss!
Friday, April 13, 2007
afternoon poetry
I've been enjoying myself, curled up on cushions with textbooks and poetry. At the moment I'm working my way through the chapter on poets of the 30s and I'm loving it.
spring comes to Cambridge
It's been beautifully sunny for the last couple of days, but today it's gone cold and misty again. I cycled the scenic route into town this morning, across Coldham's Common and along the river, parked the bike here and wandered around the town. It was too cold to stay out long, so I pootled back home for fresh coffee and my morning snack of humous and mange tout.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
huh?
I liked the title sequence. The lat ten minutes or so so made me smile, but mostly, I really don't get it. It just left me blank and sometimes a little sad. And wanting never to live in a small town in America.
Anyone want to explain it to me?
moving the furniture
Oh and I've rearranged the blog. Let me know if anything looks odd.
Friday, April 06, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
new hair
I got my hair cut on Saturday. I like it!
The hairdresser got it to go all curly, which I rather liked. I couldn't quite recreate it this morning. I'll have to practise.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
coruscating
What is it that we love about witty pairs of lovers? Historically, Beatrice and Benedick have always been the favourite characters of Much Ado About Nothing. They're so much more interesting and human than the rather sappy Hero, who hardly says anything (I liked the production I saw once in which she was always trying to speak and being cut off by her father or uncle) and the idiotic Claudio. I think it's that we want to be witty, to have clever things to say and win the argument, but also that we want to have relationships that are alive and sparkling, where the other person provokes us, draws us out, makes us more alive.
They're a dangerous pair to emulate. It would be easy to look only at their verbal sparring and build relationships that are nothing but fine words. Perhaps more crucial than their friends' trickery in showing them their true feelings is the moment of testing provided by Claudio's rejection of Hero. In the chilling moment when Beatrice tells Benedick to "Kill Claudio", he must decide whether love for his friend or love for Beatrice is more important. Not that asking your boyfriend to kill his best friend is a good test for whether he loves you, but at the time where it matters, Benedick proves that there is more to their relationship than words and argument.
So why aren't we like Beatice and Benedick? Or Elizabeth and Darcy or any other pair of literary lovers? We aren't scripted by a genius for a start. We live in the real world, where arguments about silly petty things or big ones can hurt and wit can wound more than it means. Love is in the mundane and quotidian as much as in the sparkling and the heat. But it's also in the fizz as much as in the everyday. Either without the other would be incomplete.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
escape!
I worked out that a) there wasn't enough time to apply for a PhD to start in September this year and b) I wasn't likely to get accepted on one with half a degree in Literature and not much research experience and only vague ideas of what I wanted to research. So, my first step is an MA course. I've applied and been accepted on a course at Anglia Ruskin, starting in September. I've told my boss I'm leaving, though I haven't yet formally resigned.
The rate at which I've changed jobs in the last few years seems a little crazy. Since I started this blog I've had 2 new jobs, both of which I've decided I want to leave after not much time. (About 4 months in the first case, a year in the second). But for once, this next step has a possible step beyond it and even possible steps beyond that. It's taken me a long time to realise it, but I seem to be a natural academic. Being in Cambridge has helped me figure that out. Part of my dissatisfaction with this job is the feeling that I'm sick of supporting other people to do research and I want to do some of my own.
It's a little scary, thinking about being a student again, especially the financial side and the idea of studying abroad for my PhD needs a lot of thought, planning, prayer and hard work. But I'm excited about the prospect of doing something I love.
Friday, March 16, 2007
Thursday, March 15, 2007
all that effort and nothing to show for it
I did have a lovely weekend in Exeter. It was so good to get away from Cambridge and leave behind all the things that were making me busy. Had lunch with parents, sisters, grandparents, uncle and sister's boyfriend which was fun, though poor old Debs wasn't feeling well. HP was very good in Princess Ida. Stayed with my friend the lovely Miss P, who is currently doing the very grown-up thing of buying a flat. We did lots of catching up and relaxing and watching Comic Relief Does Fame Academy.
And then it was Monday morning and back into real life again. Tuesday night was great fun, the Rev concert. We rocked and a good time was had by all.
Suddenly, it's nearly the end of the week. I'm busy again tonight, but Friday night, I've nothing planned and then it's the weekend. Hooray! Slightly blighted by having to work at an event on Saturday (which means I have to miss a friend's birthday party, perhaps I'll get to the end), but I'm taking Monday off, so all is well.
Friday, March 09, 2007
..and breathe
All I do is get through a morning at work and catch a train.
Have a lovely weekend.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
waiting
I must be patient.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
new dress
Showing off, mostly for my family's benefit. Here's the new dress I bought on Saturday from New Look, for the bargain price of £3. It's quite short. On Sunday I was feeling brave and wore it with tights and boots. Today, I'm wearing it over trousers (also bargainous but charity shopped). Ooh and the necklace is a charity shop find too.Love it!
Friday, February 23, 2007
looking for spring
It's being intermittently warm and springlike today. I took advantage of a sunny spell at lunchtime to go and look for crocuses along the backs. Outside Trinity's back gate, I found a carpet of lilac shimmering beneath the trees.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
happy purple skirt
Friday, February 16, 2007
rushed off my feet
That's how I feel at the moment. Yesterday was the first evening this week where I was in and had no-one coming round. Not that those things aren't good, but it has been a busy week. I enjoyed myself, made experimental pudding (pearl barley, milk and nuts, rice pudding with barley instead of rice, basically) did some reading and started making notes for an essay. But tonight I'm out again and the weekend holds lots of busyness and every spare moment needs to be taken up with essay-writing. I like writing, but I could do with a little more sleep.
This photo is from last summer and it's a reminder that sometimes you need to take a moment to sit and relax and talk to God. Shoes off = I'm not going anywhere right now and I'm listening.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
chocolate fondue
We had fun last night. Lots of food, lots of chat, watched Monsters, Inc (Why have I never seen it before? It's lovely!).
Valentines photo set
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Happy Wednesday
Have a happy Wednesday, whatever you're up to.
Monday, February 12, 2007
plotting and planning and trying not to worry
Prayers appreciated!
Friday, February 09, 2007
style and substance
Actually, maybe I should just plan one of those, myself. Anyone want to come? We could watch P&P on DVD (we've got the BBC version at our house). We could see if we can teach ourselves some Regency dances, and generally flit around in pretty dresses. But we'd need some gorgeous menfolk to dress up in breeches. I can't actually see any of the men of my acquaintance finding it much fun. Ah well.
So I shall either have to overdress for work one of these days, or suddenly acquire some friends with the kind of lifestyles that require black tie several times a month. Shouldn't be too hard in Cambridge, right?
And looking on the bright side, when I lose more weight and all my clothes no longer fit me, I get to buy and make more. And an excuse for more clothes is always a good thing. :-)
Thursday, February 08, 2007
little cold wooden horse
The only camera I had on my way to work was my phone. I saw the little wooden horse looking all snowy and had to take his picture. I was surprised how well it came out.
snow day
It's back and it means it this time.
We were promised snow and snow we got. A few inches, I think and it's still coming down. I cycled in rather gingerly this morning.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
green squiggle
Two of my favourite things to photograph - giant public sculpture and philosophical grafitti.
This one's in Brighton, near the pier (the one that has stuff on, rather than the one that's slowly falling into the sea.)
Monday, February 05, 2007
wedding gravestone
I took this at David and Zoe's wedding last July, while waiting around for official photographs.
I like the simplicity of the stone and inscription. It seemed fitting.
Friday, February 02, 2007
moo
Wow, a grumpy day when I almost decide to give up blogging and then suddenly, four posts in one day.
Home time soon. I shall leave you with this friendly cow.
proud cat
I love this photo. It's the combination of the angle and the expression on the cat's face.
More photos from last year's Scottish holiday are on my flickr.
last night's dinner
The food I cooked last night looked so good, I had to take its picture.
It tasted delicious too.
A silent poetry reading
WHAT: A Bloggers' (Silent) Poetry Reading
WHEN: Anytime February 2, 2007
WHERE: Your blog
WHY: To celebrate the Feast of Bridgid, aka Groundhog Day
HOW: Select a poem you like - by a favorite poet or one of your own - to post February 2nd.
RSVP: If you plan to publish, feel free to leave a comment and link on this post. Last year Reya put out the call and there was more poetry in cyberspace than she could keep track of. So, link to whomever you hear about this from and a mighty web of poetry will be spun.
DREAMS.
by Robert Herrick
Here we are all by day ; by night we're hurl'd
By dreams, each one into a sev'ral world.
There's a poem on pigwotknits too.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
I have nothing to say
If I think of something to say, I'll get back to you.
Friday, January 26, 2007
thank you
I am glad it's the weekend and that I have fun things to do and friends to spend time with.
Have a lovely weekend.
happy flowers
On the way home last night I bought big yellow smiley flowers to cheer myself up.
They do help a bit.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
can I go home now?
I've been in this job a year and I still don't feel like I can do it to anyone's satisfaction, least of all my own. I am uninspired.
I've been trying to think of exciting things to do for a holiday and deciding I am too scared to do any of them. I want to go somewhere exciting. But I hate travelling alone. I need people, a person to travel with. And a few more tons of confidence.
And I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. Whenever that is.
Tell me nice things. Please. I'm hoping the main thing wrong with me is January and once it's gone away I'll feel better again. Hurry up Spring.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
abstracts
I seem to have been taking lots of terrible pictures lately.
But I think these are OK. See if you can guess what it is before clicking through to flickr to find out.
snow snow!
It snowed in the night! I didn't notice until I got downstairs to the bathroom and thought, it looks very light out there, I wonder did it... And I opened the window and there it was, white stuff over everything. Magic!
It's my little sister's birthday today. Unfortunately she's down in the South West and didn't get snow. And she's got an exam today.
Happy Birthday HP! I hope it's good despite the exam. :-)
Monday, January 22, 2007
aches and pains
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
huh?
not today's weather
Cambridge is wet and cold and windy this week. Here's a reminder that it isn't always like that.
Monday, January 15, 2007
happy
I put this down to lots of things. A warm and friendly place to live, lots of really good friends, a job that, while being hard and sometimes frustrating, I'm excited about, being settled in one place for a good length of time and, I'd say, most importantly, God. I learnt a lot last year about how much God loves me. Not because I'm better than anyone else, or more important, or more holy, but because he does. And that's a pretty mind-blowing, joyful-making thing to know. And one I want to hang onto and know more and more.
Monday mess
Hello to all those people who de-lurked! Nice to know someone's out there reading.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
zonk
Day off tomorrow and then it's the weekend.
Do something pretty while you can.
See you Monday. :-)
say hello
So if that's you, leave a comment. If you want something to say, then tell me what was the most exciting thing to happen to you this week. Or just say hello.
little little me
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
look up
You might catch it in the sky tomorrow, although it'll be lower in the sky tomorrow and the weather forecast isn't so good. According to the British Astronomical Association, comet McNaught will be at perihelion (closest to the sun) on 12 January, when it "could be brighter than Venus".
Monday, January 08, 2007
blue sky year
2007 seems full of possibilities. I don't know what's going to happen this year, but I'm feeling excited about it.
Thursday, January 04, 2007
what you lookin at?
On the weekend of my birthday, a bunch of us walked up Magog Down around sunset. I took pictures, of people, sheep and the sunset.
The sheep ones came out best.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
well, maybe my nose
On the other hand. It's not raining. And I have new bike lights and I'm not going out tonight and both my housemates are back.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
things fall apart
The bike lights and the needle have been replaced. I'm working on the CD player. Stops me buying any more CDs (maybe it objected to my most recent purchase - Alice by Tom Waits, although it was playing Jamie Cullum that killed it.) but it's silly to have CDs and nothing to play them on. Any recommendations? I like my current player because it has a radio, CD player and tape player, and because it has a remote control so I can turn it on and off without getting out of bed. Or does everyone have iPods and all their music on their laptop these days? Anyone?
Thursday, December 21, 2006
going home for Christmas
Not long now until Christmas. I'm heading to London and then Cheltenham tomorrow. Probably not much blogging over the next week or so, although I might do a 2006 roundup at some point.
Have a wonderful and blessed Christmas, whatever you get up to.
I'll see you in the New Year.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
odd day
Currently stuck in my head, Victoria by the Kinks, or more likely the version by The Fall since that's the one I've heard most recently. All the fault of this post about Christmas traditions on 'Tis the Season. Which is far more entertaining than my wittering, so go and read that instead.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
pink fog
The day stayed cold and frosty and got foggy.
The fog made the trees beautiful and mysterious. As the sun went down, everything turned pink.
mulberry bush morning
It's cold and frosty, a proper winter day. Outside the back gate, the spider webs are wearing diamonds.
Monday, December 18, 2006
yesterday was a good day
Christmas services at church, including a carol service in the evening when I sang in the choir. We had a houseful of people round for lunch and spent the afternoon chatting and having fun. Then after church, a bunch of us went to The Snug, where there's a guy with a piano playing jazz-ish stuff on Sunday nights and someone gave us light sticks to play with.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Queen of Carthage acheived nothing (4)*
Good day: I had a meeting with someone who does a vaguely equivalent job to mine in another organisation and got all inspired about ways I could do my job better and things I could do.
Bad day: Lots of the things I could do involve doing scary things I don't like, like networking and phoning people up and there's only little old me to do them. This is probably why I've achieved nothing since I got back from the meeting and feel all worn out and daunted by the whole thing again.
Other news: This is now the longest lasting job I've had. Which ought to be celebrated in some way.
This is my least favourite time of year because I have to get up in the dark, go home in the dark and generally never see my home in the daylight during the week. It's also a fun time of year because it's nearly Christmas.
I'm going to a party on Saturday and the theme is 'The Twelve Days of Christmas'. Any ideas what I should dress up as? Preferably something easy and non-embarassing. If I had unlimited time, money and bravery I'd make something like Bjork's swan dress (scroll down), but in the real world, that's never going to work. Might manage a swan beak I suppose. Or borrow a recorder, convince lots of other people to find recorders so we can be 10 pipers piping.
*It's a cryptic crossword clue. See if you can answer it in the comments.
Monday, December 11, 2006
sunday morning sky
I'm back in internet contact.
Here's the amazing Sunday morning sky from a week ago yesterday. I was in Northamptonshire on my church 18-30s group weekend away. I had a brilliant time.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
it's raining, it's pouring
On the bus coming back from the garage this morning, I overheard a lad in a baseball cap talking on his mobile. He had a deep voice and a way of Enunciating. Every. Word. so that whatever he said sounded terribly sinister.
"You. Sat. On. The. Bench.
I Know You.
You. Did. You. Were. On. The. BENCH!
You Stayed. At. Your. MUM'S. Did. You? At. Your MUM's?"
Most odd.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
all quiet again
See you soon!
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
you can learn a lot through procrastinating
From the society's webpage: "The Athanasius Kircher Society was chartered to perpetuate the spirit and sensibilities of the late Athanasius Kircher, SJ. Our interests extend to the wondrous, the curious, the singular, the esoteric, the arcane, and the sometimes hazy frontier between the plausible and the implausible — anything that Father Kircher might find cool if he were alive today."
Apart from the objects themselves, I'm fascinated by the variation in the comments from readers. For instance, most posts seem to get half a dozen comments or so, if that, like this one abut the largest flower in the world or The Museum of Scientifically Accurate Fabric Brain Art. Yet this post about a cat piano (admittedly a rather cruel idea) had gathered 129 comments when I last looked (some of them offensive, be warned). Worth a look, although some of the exhibits are a little on the macabre side. Perhaps not a website to browse while eating.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
sleepy Friday
Thursday, November 23, 2006
gold on brown
Not this morning, but a couple of days ago. As I walk from the bike racks into work each morning, the low sun hits the leaves and the gravel just so, making beautiful patterns.
Off to sing soon. Hooray!
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
autumn into winter
Remember what these trees looked like a few weeks ago? This morning, they're bare and wintry.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Christmas silliness
Not a great photo, but representative of a surreal interlude yesterday. The gospel choir I sing in performed at the turning on of the Cambridge Christmas lights (I think we sounded good. I had a solo, which is always fun). Beforehand we warmed up inside the Guildhall, where someone found a reindeer costume hanging around. Soon after this was taken, a pearly king arrived to claim it. We wondered along the corridor, past people with bunches of balloons, giant instrument cases and people dressed up as a fairy (very brave, it was cold) and a duck (or maybe a goose). We waited in the cold for a brass band to finish and gave them a huge round of applause as they trooped past. Then we squeezed onto the tiny stage, sang our songs to a friendly, but not overly enthusiastic crowd, trooped off again, and dispersed. Fun, but a little surreal.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
November evening
lonely horse and friend
I first noticed him at night, when he looked lonely and sad. But this morning, I discovered he has a friend, if only in daylight.
(I tried to post this yesterday morning, but blogger wasn't co-operating. Yesterday was beautifully sunny, but today is wet and grey and gloomy.)
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
oh dear
I have a picture to post, but blogger's playing up. Perhaps tomorrow it will co-operate.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
bring bring
This is the bell on my (t)rusty bike, Gertrude.
It's very useful when cycling across Parker's Piece, especially in the dark, because otherwise pedestrians can't hear you coming up behind them.
Wellington Womble* reminds me of my friend Kate from university, who had a Womble rucksack. The red thing is a squashed berry from the tree which overhangs the bike racks at work.
Monday, November 13, 2006
weatherbeaten
I have nothing to say at the moment. Well, I have, but most of it's whiny. I thought I was feeling better about life, but I'm not, right now. I'm going to try to post pictures of stuff every day until I have something worthwhile to say with words.
Monday, November 06, 2006
not dead, busy
bizzy backson.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
unhappy bug
Turk got bashed. :-(
It wasn't my fault, he was parked and someone went into him. I think all that's damaged is the running board on the driver's side and some scrapes on the paint. Fortunately, the person who ran into him was honest enough to own up and was very apologetic. Still, I could have done without that news last night after a long and frustating day.
It's only a thing and it's fixable. It's just it's one more thing that needs doing when I've no time to do anything about it.














































